hai really a very boring day.... dont know wat to do.... lots of things in mind...i really really like him alot... seems tt i cant give him up.. but i have to force myself to 4get him n remain s gd friend cause he is stil in love w his gf... there is totally nothing i can do... thinking of him at times do make my tears flow.... god pls help me wat can i do.... theres nothing i can do.. my heart is in pain now more painful than wat i had expected.. y must god make a fool of ppl... y must they have such a thing cal 'love'... how i wish i m a cold blooded animal then i wouldnt get hurt at all.... when i dont c him i miss him alot.... when i c him i can only treat him s a gd friend... i know tt he is not tt stupid s he dont know whom i like cause its so obvious tt almost all his gang knows tt.... i really really really like him alot... wat can i do wat can i do....